The Heidi in me playing with the Fluffy clouds:

  • Rina.
  • 15 years old.
  • Into deep emotional, mental self-renovation.
  • Undergoing the teenage-dirt-bag stage.
  • Trying to figure out what my existence is for
  • Celebtrity look-alikes: Jasmine Trias, Sarah Geronimo, Toni Gonzaga and Olivia Daytia [yan na Grapes ha] (hahahaha! Based from different people's opinions)
  • Suffering from the attacks of ironies of the world
  • Quite into Filipino Poetry nowadays
  • Dreams of filming her own Experimental/Independent Films
  • A sucker in Math
  • Mentally and Emotionally disturbed.

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    My fluffy friends, loud as a cloud:

     .Previous blog_Sucky Sucky Self.

     .Kuya.
     .Selah.
     .Nikki.
     .Shiela.
     .TK.
     .Bianca.
     .Reinna.
     .Greggy.
     .Dan_Ryan.
     .Stacy.
     .Erpak.
     .Melai.
     .Ellis.
     .Dana.
     .Zai.
     .Jericho.
     .Drazen.
     .Grapes.
     .Darise.
     .Gabby.
     .Micah.

     .Means of Conceitedness.
     .Friendster Profile.


    Wishy-wishy Wish List:
  • A PASSING grade in Math next school year
  • A better environment (politics, economy, school, friends and at home)
  • WORLD PEACE!
  • Intelligence, a true one.
  • An honest memory
  • Camcorder (for filming)


    • Monday, April 17, 2006

    shit.

    I wish i didn't grow that fast. I am into maturity nowadays and believe me, i'm regretting it now.

    Rebellion against my parents scares the hell out of me.
    Independence is not so good for freaks like me.
    And Maturity is not for fast-phased persons like me.

    I deserve slow downs. I deserve humps and breaks.

    I've been such a bitch when it comes to dealing with mom. I've grown too much and forgot how i used to be "her child" before.

    I don't kiss her that much.
    My hug is no longer tight.
    I rarely sleep beside her.
    I seldomly share kwentos and stuffs to her.

    And i'm not her baby anymore.

    I'm leaving things behind and going on with my fast-phased life.

    It's difficult to be Rina. (yeah, yeah... Angsty.)

    tsk tsk.

    *Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition is REALLY GROSS. I wish i wasn't a teen right now. Imagine, seeing your agonies, your angst, your feeling-coolness, too much confidence, and shits on TV is giving me a heck of pain in the ass! Shit.


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