The Heidi in me playing with the Fluffy clouds:

  • Rina.
  • 15 years old.
  • Into deep emotional, mental self-renovation.
  • Undergoing the teenage-dirt-bag stage.
  • Trying to figure out what my existence is for
  • Celebtrity look-alikes: Jasmine Trias, Sarah Geronimo, Toni Gonzaga and Olivia Daytia [yan na Grapes ha] (hahahaha! Based from different people's opinions)
  • Suffering from the attacks of ironies of the world
  • Quite into Filipino Poetry nowadays
  • Dreams of filming her own Experimental/Independent Films
  • A sucker in Math
  • Mentally and Emotionally disturbed.

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    My fluffy friends, loud as a cloud:

     .Previous blog_Sucky Sucky Self.

     .Kuya.
     .Selah.
     .Nikki.
     .Shiela.
     .TK.
     .Bianca.
     .Reinna.
     .Greggy.
     .Dan_Ryan.
     .Stacy.
     .Erpak.
     .Melai.
     .Ellis.
     .Dana.
     .Zai.
     .Jericho.
     .Drazen.
     .Grapes.
     .Darise.
     .Gabby.
     .Micah.

     .Means of Conceitedness.
     .Friendster Profile.


    Wishy-wishy Wish List:
  • A PASSING grade in Math next school year
  • A better environment (politics, economy, school, friends and at home)
  • WORLD PEACE!
  • Intelligence, a true one.
  • An honest memory
  • Camcorder (for filming)


    • Friday, April 14, 2006

    Insanely insane

    I've lost the battle against my ego... again. Much insecurity stresses me out. I am but a poor bobby-soxer who wears distress.

    Uncanny, i am.

    My sister calls me a Brat (because of my bangy-bangs). I never am, i never was.

    This bangs brings a friggin' fool out of me.

    I don't regret it. I choose not to regret it. I sure did follow my instincts and look, it failed me.

    Did it really fail me? Or i was the one who failed myself?

    I suckingly did fail myself. Insanity had swallowed me up, solely and solidly.

    I will never mature, i told myself.

    Whenever i think i would step on maturity's stairs, i always slip and go back to the times when i opt to be happy. Immaturity's on my grip supplemented with happiness.

    Shitty, it is.

    Insecured. Alive. but not Kicking.

    *I look more of the star in Snow White (Koreanovela shown in GMa7) than Kim Sam Soon.

    *******

    Nakita ko si Chino M. kanina! Yehey! AT muntik na nya ako sagasaan! Wohoooo!

    Hinatid pala niya ang boyfriend ng ate niya na kaibigan ng ate ko (ang ate nya) na kapitbahay din ng ate ko (ang boyfriend ng ate nya).

    Ayun, drive n'ya ang kanyang Honda Civic na kulay gold ba yun? At WFS ang plate.

    Lechugas, muntik na niya akong sagasaan.

    Kulot pa rin siya. Gwapo. Pero hindi mukhang BADING (pero bading talaga siya.)

    *jumps for joy*


    reality-based still clings on || 4:18 AM

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    Thanks ng maraming maraming beses. Mahal ko ang comment mo, pati ikaw

    *kiss*

     

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