The Heidi in me playing with the Fluffy clouds:

  • Rina.
  • 15 years old.
  • Into deep emotional, mental self-renovation.
  • Undergoing the teenage-dirt-bag stage.
  • Trying to figure out what my existence is for
  • Celebtrity look-alikes: Jasmine Trias, Sarah Geronimo, Toni Gonzaga and Olivia Daytia [yan na Grapes ha] (hahahaha! Based from different people's opinions)
  • Suffering from the attacks of ironies of the world
  • Quite into Filipino Poetry nowadays
  • Dreams of filming her own Experimental/Independent Films
  • A sucker in Math
  • Mentally and Emotionally disturbed.

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    My fluffy friends, loud as a cloud:

     .Previous blog_Sucky Sucky Self.

     .Kuya.
     .Selah.
     .Nikki.
     .Shiela.
     .TK.
     .Bianca.
     .Reinna.
     .Greggy.
     .Dan_Ryan.
     .Stacy.
     .Erpak.
     .Melai.
     .Ellis.
     .Dana.
     .Zai.
     .Jericho.
     .Drazen.
     .Grapes.
     .Darise.
     .Gabby.
     .Micah.

     .Means of Conceitedness.
     .Friendster Profile.


    Wishy-wishy Wish List:
  • A PASSING grade in Math next school year
  • A better environment (politics, economy, school, friends and at home)
  • WORLD PEACE!
  • Intelligence, a true one.
  • An honest memory
  • Camcorder (for filming)


    • Monday, April 10, 2006

    deception is the ordeal.

    Everything i hold slips from my grip. I feel lonely. Lonelier than before.

    Inspite of the hotness, i feel cold.

    And that decision took the air out of me. I am lost and longing for the RIGHT directions...

    I've let those best times cruise onto the deadly horizon, they're gone. They slipped from my hands. I've let them slip.

    Regret, i must say.

    Those were the best of times... Times which i thought were pulling me down on the heartsrings of my soul.

    Deception is the ordeal.

    *Weird, ngayon lang ulit ako nagsulat in English...feel ko lang. FICTIONAL lang 'to (there's nothing i regret.) But true, i feel lonely.


    reality-based still clings on || 12:40 AM

    2 Bougainvillea Bloomed:

    At 3:59 AM, Blogger Pseudosophianic takes me away by whispering...

    When you feel empty, when you feel sad, don't forget that there would always be 2 "good" (!?) friends who will never leave you.

    "GOD" up there and "SEL" down here!

    [Pag nalulungkot ka.. text mo lang ako. Pag natatakot ka.. miscall mo ako. Pag may problem ka.. tawagan mo lang ako. Pero pag masaya ka na.. 'kaw na bahala kung maalala mo pa ako..]

     
    At 5:32 AM, Blogger reality-based takes me away by whispering...

    Awww.

    I know you hate this, but THANKS.

    For me, thanks is a lot better than Thank you. (Ewan, mas cute eh..pero mas malalim yung meaning...para sakin)

    Salamat talaga.

    I love you.

     

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